Kerja pagi balik petang + sabtu ahad cuti + gaji + commision = fuh kayooo

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah, for now dah bekerjaya :P Kerja yang paling mudah di alam semesta lah aku rasa (k tipu je -.-) Haha. Mana daknya, duduk goyang kaki dari pukul 10 pagi sampai 6.30 petang. Sabtu ahad cuti. Gaji pun "keceot" je lah. Tapi still alhamdulillah sbb kerja kat sini ada commision. (macam tak bgtahu je lagi kerja apa?) Well kerja jadi agent TM je punnn u,u Bolehlah setakat 1 customer RM25, kalau 4 customer mau tak RM100 sehari :O Alaa paling-paling pun sehari 2 customer kira oklah kan? Alhamdulillah. Dalam seminggu yg lepas je baru dapat 4 customer, so total customer yg dah sign up dengan aku dari first mula kerja 18/2/2013 sehingga 28/2/2013 12.27p.m. campur tolak darab bahagi sin cos tan apa semua adalah 9 orang customer. 

(haa agak-agak dah berapa $ aku dapat?) Haha. Itupun boss cakap commision aku akan naik kalau boleh dapat lebih dari 10 orang customer, mungkin naik dalam RM50 seorang. Wow wow wowww. Sebulan kalau boleh nak dapatkan 20 customer, boleh tak agak-agak? Insya-Allah. (never say never bak kata justin bibibibibibir) Tapi bukan senang woo nak attract pelanggan untuk sign uppp. Pernah sorang customer ni kena ceramah sejam dengan aku baru dia sign up (100 plus sebotol pun tak cukup hahaha)

Rasanya aku bekerjaya ni tak lama kot, maybe dalam sebulan? *kerjaya lah sangat puihhh haha* Tapi (major dak-dak-spm ambik-kerja-sebulan-je-sebab-masing-masing-nak-melepaskan-batuk-di-tangga-daripada-bangun-tidur-makan-bangun-tidur-makan=gemok (?) duduk-rumah) *amboi class gitu kau nyahhh* Tak pun sebab nak $ betul tak? Plus lagi ada tawaran felda untuk kursus bahasa inggeris 11/3 ni. Kursus tu 3 bulan. Rasanya macam nak pergi, al-maklumlah orang tak terror bi, present tense past tense pun tak reti beza -,- Kalau pergi, kerja aku ni acane pulak? Haih first word problem betul. Bila scroll up balik post ni dah macam essay pulokkk =,= Mesti kes excited noh sebab dah lama tak update blog -_-

So konklusinya,

(walaupun macam takde kena mengena konklusinya,

tapi. still. aku. nak. letak. jugak. k. bye. nak. sambung. cari. customer.)

 Commision > Gaji 

Shine bright like a diamond.

Tahun 2012 telah menghadirkan pelbagai cerita, cerita indah, cerita sedih dan cerita-cerita kehidupan yang lain. kini 2012 tinggal kenangan, hadirlah 2013 sebagai pengganti, harapan baru, cerita baru, dan mungkin kehidupan yang baru. Apa yg telah dilalui, mungkin menjadi kenangan, kenangan indah, kenangan pahit, akan selalu tersimpan. Kita memulai lembaran baru, mengisi cerita baru, mimpi baru, dan harapan terkabul :)

Semoga 2013 menjadi tahun yang amat bermakna bagi semua orang. Aamiin. Mula kan lah tahun baru ini dengan azam dan usaha untuk meningkatkan diri menjadi a good person, i hope i will be a good person to everyone. And 2013, akan memperlihatkan Hilmi yang baru. (Ehh?) HAHA.

So fella(s),

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 :)

I found you.

I'll hope in 2013 i can face all of drama's that will be entered my life soon (hope not). Enough of the drama's in 2012. In 2013, new story but no drama (beggin). I'm tired of all this shit. I'm just wanna be free from all this bullshit and insya-Allah, i want to be a strong boy that can face all this thing by himself and never gonna let everyone knows that act he had a prob, i wanna be that strong boy that everyone can rely on. Strong boy that have a huge will power to move on for new life. I wanna be strong :)

I wanna be liddat <3

KEEP CALM AND WAITING

Love.

Everyone wants to love and be love. Nobody’s wanted to be neglected from the love world. Everyone wants to feel the feeling when other people care for us. Everyone wants to hear the sweet words from someone who we can call as our soul mate. Who doesn’t? 

Love. The strong words that can express many feelings. This one word that can change the whole world of someone. But people always say that "time baru couple memang semua manis, nanti lama lama gaduh lah tu, paling teruk break". I can’t deny that. I’ve been through that situation. Everything’s seems perfect when the love start to begin, semuanya tampak manis, but sometimes tak semua benda manis boleh bertahan. Takde benda yang indah di dunia ni. It’s hard to find it.

In my situation, me and my so-called-girl-friend-but-not-actually-my-girlfriend is such an ego person(?) Haha. Every times we had fight, it’s really hard for us to "berbaik-baik" because both of us want to win and doesn’t want to break down the tensity. Both of us like to make up a mess between us then both of us will be such an egoist person. Sometimes, we didn’t contact each other almost a few day. But we still stick to each other, because no matter how big the mistakes is, we still apologize for each other. Nobody’s perfect. People make mistakes, even the people we love.

To be hurt is a normal thing in relationships. But it doesn’t mean we such a weak person. Sometimes we value the relationships more than our ego. I’ve been hurt a thousand times. To be honest, sometimes, i just can’t stand it, sometimes I just wanna walk away from her, but it’s our love, our love become strong each days, that’s why no matter how many fights we had, we still gonna be together. If two people are meant for each other, eventually they will find their way to get back together.

All we need is courage to face all relationship drama. Sometimes we had to stand alone. Eventhough sometimes it’s gonna hurt us so bad, but trust me it will be worth it for someone who really special.Appreciate love now before love gonna dumped you alone. Love can be a good and bad memories to us. There’s nothing wrong for hoping about love.

It’s so hard to find true love, but one day it will come. Love is cruel, but if you actually love someone, it doesn’t matter how tough your relationship is, you’ll fight for each other. People always say that bila couple mesti make promises, then must be forever. Forever? Is that really exist? All people dream that their relationship will be forever. But, how come we will be forever, if we give up on love?

It sucks when you realize, that everything you did for them, the time you spent with them, the money you used on them, the sleep you lost for them, and the trouble you got in for them was for nothing in the end. But don’t give up on love. Like i say, one day our own true love will come. We must be patient of looking for the true one.

Cinta tidak kejam. Tapi manusia yang tidak tahu menghargai cinta.